
Besides, there simply being too many tests in these early days, I am concerned about the time that the students are missing in training rituals and routines. As we move into the fourth week of school, I am worried about the amount of instructional time that is being lost. Instead of spending time in the classroom with my co-teacher supporting her teaching or vice versa, one of us is teaching without support while the other tests. I worry about the time the students are missing that I usually spend just smiling, sitting close, and making sure that each child feels safe and comfortable in our new environment. Today a parent of a student who is still being peeled off his mom every morning told me that he said the days are just too long and it's so-o-o-o hard! Kindergarten - so hard... I worry what they must be going home and telling their parents about the test, test, test environment. I am embarrassed to try to make a rational explanation to parents. I worry that I have seen more tears and anxiety stress in our little ones and less laughing than in previous years. I worry that the stress and frustration that I feel is being passed on to my children. I worry that we will not finish the pre-tests in time for the county's new first nine week tests in Language Art, Math and Science! And I'm not usually a worrier...
Is this madness? Is this really the face we want to portray to our children and their parents as they walk through our school doors for the first time? I understand accountability as well as anyone. I understand the theory of paying for performance. I have always been a diagnostic prescriptive teacher so I am thrilled with the amount of information we will have on each of our young charges so that we can assess strengths and weaknesses and measure gains, but at what cost does all this come? I have to believe that the folks making the decisions have the BEST of intentions but have not considered the cumulative effect of so much testing on such young children. Maybe it's just lots of different people looking through their own lenses at all the small pieces and no one really looking at the big picture. Kindergartners really are different. Would any early childhood specialist ever recommend this type of school beginning? This really is madness! What ARE they thinking?
Update: During the sixth week of school we received an e-mail from the Superintendent letting us know that our Kindergarten students would only be required to take the Math and Reading baseline pre- and post-assessments, and that all 3 additional tests (Reading, Math, Science) which have been scheduled at the end of each nine weeks would be cancelled! Did you hear that LOUD sigh of relief? Of course, by the sixth week of school, most of the cancelled baseline pre-assessments have already been completed and the damage is done. However, maybe now we can finally get on with teaching...
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I have truly felt sorry for these children - some of which do not even speak English - I'm sure they love school looking at us blankly as we ask them nonsensical questions. Today a child asked me "When is my test today?" Teachers have also been discouraged, overwhelmed and stressed out these past few weeks. We thought we went got our degrees in teaching NOT testing. I better look at it again to make sure I'm not mistaken. MM
After watching my own first grader, who is usually laid back, stress out during the IOWA, my heart broke for him. He sat there pulling his hair on the sides of his head and then began to cry because he couldn't "read" all of the many words of this many page test. His teachers tried to tell him that it was ok and to just try his best, so he muddled his way through, but I won't lie....I actually thought about homeschooling him right at that moment so he wouldn't miss out on the joy of learning to love reading during his first few years of school. You know, these first few years that really lay the foundation for a life-long learner? Not a life-long test taker!
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